Monday, February 15, 2010
The blunt, & the bold;
You know how everyone says that people from up North are stuck up? Well, some people might think that, but it's not really true. It's not that they're stuck up, it's that they're the only people that will tell you the truth.
I'm from New York, & I'm probably one of the most blunt person that you'll ever meet/talk to. Honestly, it's one of the qualities I love about myself. Other people on the other hand..some love it, some HATE it. Pretty much everyone knows this about me, yet some people still get mad at me when I tell them the truth/my opinion. If you know the truth is going to hurt you, why would you come to the friend you KNOW will tell it to you, & then get mad at them for telling it? Well, I'm sick & tired of people getting mad at me for telling them what they need to hear, if you don't want to hear it, STOP asking my opinion.
I'm from New York, & I'm probably one of the most blunt person that you'll ever meet/talk to. Honestly, it's one of the qualities I love about myself. Other people on the other hand..some love it, some HATE it. Pretty much everyone knows this about me, yet some people still get mad at me when I tell them the truth/my opinion. If you know the truth is going to hurt you, why would you come to the friend you KNOW will tell it to you, & then get mad at them for telling it? Well, I'm sick & tired of people getting mad at me for telling them what they need to hear, if you don't want to hear it, STOP asking my opinion.
Sunday, February 14, 2010
It's been a while;
Wow, I haven't blogged in a REALLY long time. So, what's on my mind?
I'm SO, unbelievably, frustrated. I fucked up, & I got in trouble. I don't know what my punishment is, as of now. I have a project due Tuesday, that I can't do on my computer. I need to go to someone's house to do it, but, I'm grounded. Tell me how that one works out?
This weekend was pretty awesome. My dad came up from Florida, & stayed in Columbia; me staying with my sister in her dorm. Spending days with my dad, two sisters, & brother. Eating, & laughing away. It was awesome. & spending nights hanging out with my sister, just having a good time. I wish this weekend couldn't end. I need to catch up on a lot of sleep from this weekend..
Today was Valentine's Day. I saw him for less then an hour & a half. He gave me a letter three pages long. A little bit:
"When I met you, something caught my eye and made me think, 'Hmm. There's something about that girl.' Well not I know what that something is. It's that, that girl, is the love of my life, the one I've been up and down with - through so much, the one I've made countless memories with, the one I've cried with, laughed with, fought with, and been happier than ever with; and she's the one I want to spend the rest of my life with and make so many more memories with, making me fall in love with her all over again, even more than the time before. everyday - for the rest of my life."
I love this boy with absolutely everything I have in me. I don't care if I'm a junior in high school, I plan on marrying this boy someday.
Well, I was bored. & I realized I hadn't blogged in a while. Can you tell?
I'm SO, unbelievably, frustrated. I fucked up, & I got in trouble. I don't know what my punishment is, as of now. I have a project due Tuesday, that I can't do on my computer. I need to go to someone's house to do it, but, I'm grounded. Tell me how that one works out?
This weekend was pretty awesome. My dad came up from Florida, & stayed in Columbia; me staying with my sister in her dorm. Spending days with my dad, two sisters, & brother. Eating, & laughing away. It was awesome. & spending nights hanging out with my sister, just having a good time. I wish this weekend couldn't end. I need to catch up on a lot of sleep from this weekend..
Today was Valentine's Day. I saw him for less then an hour & a half. He gave me a letter three pages long. A little bit:
"When I met you, something caught my eye and made me think, 'Hmm. There's something about that girl.' Well not I know what that something is. It's that, that girl, is the love of my life, the one I've been up and down with - through so much, the one I've made countless memories with, the one I've cried with, laughed with, fought with, and been happier than ever with; and she's the one I want to spend the rest of my life with and make so many more memories with, making me fall in love with her all over again, even more than the time before. everyday - for the rest of my life."
I love this boy with absolutely everything I have in me. I don't care if I'm a junior in high school, I plan on marrying this boy someday.
Well, I was bored. & I realized I hadn't blogged in a while. Can you tell?
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
October 21;
Don't you hate when you get SOO upset over something & you don't even know the real reason why? It could be the LITTLEST thing, something you should just blow over but, you STILL get SOO upset over it? That happened to me today. It could have been a combination of being sick & tired but, I still shouldn't have gotten upset. Something that was just some stupid drama that just made me want to screw these few girls over..I KNEW I could do it but, I KNOW it's not the right thing to do. Why can't I just do the wrong thing every once in a while? I know that sounds awful but, it would make ME feel SOO much better. Which isn't right either.. So what did I do? Vented it out to my mom, went inside, & took a nap to calm down. I don't feel all the way better but, I'm glad I didn't do anything when I was about to blow.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
High school's a bitch;
I hate how hard it really is to stay out of the drama that goes on in a high school. You can say you stay out of it all you want to but, it always seems to come, & sneak right up on you. High school really is an interesting thing. It can be the "best time of your life" or the worst. You change friends like you change your underwear these days, & even with the friends you have you can never be completely sure that they'll stay, or the you can really, & truly trust them. The only people you can REALLY count on is your family; even if you don't talk to anyone in your family, it's always true.
Say you're best friends with someone for almost three years. Does it really mean anything? It's just like a relationship with a boyfriend or girlfriend. Whether things are going the way you want them to or not, you think it'll all be ok in the end no matter what. But then when the breakup hits; you never saw it coming, & then everything just goes away, & you eventually just have nothing in common with that person anymore. Let me tell you; whether it's a best friend or a boyfriend/girlfriend, it just sucks.
Side note: The definition of "immature" ; adjective; not fully grown or developed.
THERE ARE WAY TOO MANY IMMATURE PEOPLE AT WEST FLORENCE HIGH SCHOOL.
Let me just say; West Florence High School is filled with immature people, who talk about THEIR BEST FRIENDS behind their back's (which I've witnessed countless times in one of my classes this semester), & then start all the drama.
I could write a lot more but, I'm sick, tired, & frustrated with some immature people right now!
Say you're best friends with someone for almost three years. Does it really mean anything? It's just like a relationship with a boyfriend or girlfriend. Whether things are going the way you want them to or not, you think it'll all be ok in the end no matter what. But then when the breakup hits; you never saw it coming, & then everything just goes away, & you eventually just have nothing in common with that person anymore. Let me tell you; whether it's a best friend or a boyfriend/girlfriend, it just sucks.
Side note: The definition of "immature" ; adjective; not fully grown or developed.
THERE ARE WAY TOO MANY IMMATURE PEOPLE AT WEST FLORENCE HIGH SCHOOL.
Let me just say; West Florence High School is filled with immature people, who talk about THEIR BEST FRIENDS behind their back's (which I've witnessed countless times in one of my classes this semester), & then start all the drama.
I could write a lot more but, I'm sick, tired, & frustrated with some immature people right now!
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Gossip;
Anyone could tell you, because everyone knows, that I am one of the worst gossipers ever. Wow, did I really just say that? Me? The person who's never wrong and hates admitting things? Wow.
Honestly, I really wish I would try harder to stop. So many things have happened to me over the past year and a half dealing with my gossiping, it's ridiculous. I've lost friends because of it, and an older boyfriend has YELLED at me because of it. Yet, I still seem to find my way back in step with my everyday gossip. I've tried to change so many times, and I'm still trying.
Today I was sitting in class and I turned to the person next to me and told her something I found out earlier. Within two seconds of me telling her it spread like wildfire and she was telling her other friends in the class. Everyone has told me before that that's how gossiping works. And I believed it, or at least I thought I did. But, until today, I never actually fully got that concept into my head. How could I go on and say such horrible things about people behind their backs? And people I don't even know! How horrible am I? I'm awful. And I'm supposed to be a Christian? I say I'm a Christian yet I go around talking about everyone? How messed up is that? I'm so angry, I don't even know how to finish this right now.
Honestly, I really wish I would try harder to stop. So many things have happened to me over the past year and a half dealing with my gossiping, it's ridiculous. I've lost friends because of it, and an older boyfriend has YELLED at me because of it. Yet, I still seem to find my way back in step with my everyday gossip. I've tried to change so many times, and I'm still trying.
Today I was sitting in class and I turned to the person next to me and told her something I found out earlier. Within two seconds of me telling her it spread like wildfire and she was telling her other friends in the class. Everyone has told me before that that's how gossiping works. And I believed it, or at least I thought I did. But, until today, I never actually fully got that concept into my head. How could I go on and say such horrible things about people behind their backs? And people I don't even know! How horrible am I? I'm awful. And I'm supposed to be a Christian? I say I'm a Christian yet I go around talking about everyone? How messed up is that? I'm so angry, I don't even know how to finish this right now.
HAPPY!;
Ahh! :) Ever since two wednesdays ago (April 15) I have been in the best mood! I don't know what it is but, something in me just changed. It's almost like it's been a flip of a switch. I'm more friendly, to people I don't even know. I'm more positive, then I ever thought I could be. I'm happy! Happy, happy, happy! :)
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