Friday, February 19, 2010

Bad day;

So, today pretty much sucked. I was exhausted all day, & didn't want to be at school at all. I got accused of stealing SIX dollars out of someone's purse. Wow, really? I needed six dollars? Definitely.

Oh, & to top it off? I've been arguing with someone all night. Who appearently doesn't give a shit about anything that's going on with me, so only says that I'M making them feel like crap.

I haven't gotten any sleep at all this week. & I have to get up early to leave for Charlotte by eight in the morning. Well, I wish I could get more sleep but, I'm SO excited to spend two days with my mom & sister!

Going to take a shower, & go to bed early tonight; before nine o'clock. Maybe some sleep will make me feel better..

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

February 17, 2010.

I really hate when I try to END an argument because I don't want to get into another fight, & the person just thinks I'm being a jerk. Today has been a roller coaster. & I'm really sick of this ride. On the plus side, I finally got a couple of hours of sleep last night..

Monday, February 15, 2010

AHH;

I'm so frustrated with people right now!

The blunt, & the bold;

You know how everyone says that people from up North are stuck up? Well, some people might think that, but it's not really true. It's not that they're stuck up, it's that they're the only people that will tell you the truth.

I'm from New York, & I'm probably one of the most blunt person that you'll ever meet/talk to. Honestly, it's one of the qualities I love about myself. Other people on the other hand..some love it, some HATE it. Pretty much everyone knows this about me, yet some people still get mad at me when I tell them the truth/my opinion. If you know the truth is going to hurt you, why would you come to the friend you KNOW will tell it to you, & then get mad at them for telling it? Well, I'm sick & tired of people getting mad at me for telling them what they need to hear, if you don't want to hear it, STOP asking my opinion.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

It's been a while;

Wow, I haven't blogged in a REALLY long time. So, what's on my mind?

I'm SO, unbelievably, frustrated. I fucked up, & I got in trouble. I don't know what my punishment is, as of now. I have a project due Tuesday, that I can't do on my computer. I need to go to someone's house to do it, but, I'm grounded. Tell me how that one works out?

This weekend was pretty awesome. My dad came up from Florida, & stayed in Columbia; me staying with my sister in her dorm. Spending days with my dad, two sisters, & brother. Eating, & laughing away. It was awesome. & spending nights hanging out with my sister, just having a good time. I wish this weekend couldn't end. I need to catch up on a lot of sleep from this weekend..

Today was Valentine's Day. I saw him for less then an hour & a half. He gave me a letter three pages long. A little bit:

"When I met you, something caught my eye and made me think, 'Hmm. There's something about that girl.' Well not I know what that something is. It's that, that girl, is the love of my life, the one I've been up and down with - through so much, the one I've made countless memories with, the one I've cried with, laughed with, fought with, and been happier than ever with; and she's the one I want to spend the rest of my life with and make so many more memories with, making me fall in love with her all over again, even more than the time before. everyday - for the rest of my life."

I love this boy with absolutely everything I have in me. I don't care if I'm a junior in high school, I plan on marrying this boy someday.

Well, I was bored. & I realized I hadn't blogged in a while. Can you tell?