Wednesday, October 21, 2009

October 21;

Don't you hate when you get SOO upset over something & you don't even know the real reason why? It could be the LITTLEST thing, something you should just blow over but, you STILL get SOO upset over it? That happened to me today. It could have been a combination of being sick & tired but, I still shouldn't have gotten upset. Something that was just some stupid drama that just made me want to screw these few girls over..I KNEW I could do it but, I KNOW it's not the right thing to do. Why can't I just do the wrong thing every once in a while? I know that sounds awful but, it would make ME feel SOO much better. Which isn't right either.. So what did I do? Vented it out to my mom, went inside, & took a nap to calm down. I don't feel all the way better but, I'm glad I didn't do anything when I was about to blow.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

High school's a bitch;

I hate how hard it really is to stay out of the drama that goes on in a high school. You can say you stay out of it all you want to but, it always seems to come, & sneak right up on you. High school really is an interesting thing. It can be the "best time of your life" or the worst. You change friends like you change your underwear these days, & even with the friends you have you can never be completely sure that they'll stay, or the you can really, & truly trust them. The only people you can REALLY count on is your family; even if you don't talk to anyone in your family, it's always true.

Say you're best friends with someone for almost three years. Does it really mean anything? It's just like a relationship with a boyfriend or girlfriend. Whether things are going the way you want them to or not, you think it'll all be ok in the end no matter what. But then when the breakup hits; you never saw it coming, & then everything just goes away, & you eventually just have nothing in common with that person anymore. Let me tell you; whether it's a best friend or a boyfriend/girlfriend, it just sucks.

Side note: The definition of "immature" ; adjective; not fully grown or developed.
THERE ARE WAY TOO MANY IMMATURE PEOPLE AT WEST FLORENCE HIGH SCHOOL.

Let me just say; West Florence High School is filled with immature people, who talk about THEIR BEST FRIENDS behind their back's (which I've witnessed countless times in one of my classes this semester), & then start all the drama.

I could write a lot more but, I'm sick, tired, & frustrated with some immature people right now!