October 21;

Don't you hate when you get SOO upset over something & you don't even know the real reason why? It could be the LITTLEST thing, something you should just blow over but, you STILL get SOO upset over it? That happened to me today. It could have been a combination of being sick & tired but, I still shouldn't have gotten upset. Something that was just some stupid drama that just made me want to screw these few girls over..I KNEW I could do it but, I KNOW it's not the right thing to do. Why can't I just do the wrong thing every once in a while? I know that sounds awful but, it would make ME feel SOO much better. Which isn't right either.. So what did I do? Vented it out to my mom, went inside, & took a nap to calm down. I don't feel all the way better but, I'm glad I didn't do anything when I was about to blow.